My addiction to suppress was stronger than my intention to feel.  You must be in tune with your vessel for it keeps you breathing and does not ask for anything in return.  For human consciousness is unparalleled to any other universal experience. How expansive are our souls?

The higher power will lead you down the path you are supposed to go down. You must listen to this power and inner voice as a guide. Balance will come right on time to direct you when you are aligned.  Struggles reveal the right ratio of expansion.  Struggling gives you the ability to withdraw from the cause and see purpose from an outside perspective.  

Art is my only means for survival and stability.  How do I depict the outer world if this is all that exists? I must detach from any disabling parts to find wholeness and stillness.  I need to reach beyond what is there to add to this complex identity, because it is evolving every day.  I  am one whole entity of awareness.  

Recovering a sense of abundance within  takes time and patience. We can’t choose how we are treated but we can decide and accept what we think we deserve.  I do not ask to be understood, for even I don’t know why. We work towards progress and strive towards acceptance within ourselves.  We must remember that perfection is subjective and socially constructed by others. 

Putting the pieces together again after grieving a change is not for the faint of heart.  She has shed so many past versions of herself. Each one, stronger than the previous form.  She moves with grace in her steps and pain in her chest.  There is a difference between ruminating on the past and reflecting to move with intentionality.  

Mi alma y su alma están interconectadas

Por cuanto tiempo no sé

Pero no necesito preocuparme porque soy parte del universo y la energía de todos

Estoy enamorado de todas las estaciones porque traigan cambia natural

Estoy cerca de las montañas ahora

Siento calma y listo para descansar y crear más